Something was coming of this there was no doubt and it thundered across the plains with a reverberation so loud that it was deafening. Riders... many of them and as much as I felt fear I also felt something familiar and yet it was all wrong. There were bosks and kailla running wild and free, in one moment they were almost transparent and yet in another they were so real I could see the lashes around the crimson eyes of them and the rapid heartbeat beneath their hides. Some held riders among them were those gone by that I recognized, sons, daughters, tribal members of present that have left us and those of many turnings ago.
They rushed passed me and I felt unsteady for it felt as if they plowed right thru me with each passing there were images and messages rendered, the pain of it was like millions of shattered glass cutting thru me and thousands of voices speaking all at once. I felt my skin tingle and feel cold and hot at the same time dry and clammy at the same time it is a rush that is so powerful to house that it robbed me of my breath. And as quick as they were there they were gone.
Visions lately have been intertwined with something twisted and murky, I cant separate what is true and what is not, I have for some reason been feeling every ones emotions normally I can block them and protect myself but something is not allowing it, something allows all to rush thru like a raging river bent on destruction and chaos. I cant seem to block it and it only comes in intervals and in unsuspecting times and ways. The answer is just within my reach but I cant seem to get it.
I step across into the place that I never venture into . It is dark, dank and foul. I instantly feel suffocated and weighted down. I have only one focus and that is to find Garyx. He is hurt and in danger, that is all that I can suddenly feel it is like a shroud that has encompassed me there is a sense of urgency that I can not repel and so I move further into that awaiting decaying place of darkness. I have never been induced to travel here for anyone or any purpose. But the fact is, there is nothing I would not do or face for those I love.
It does not take long before I feel something it slithers and weaves around me, I feel a sense of dread, I call out for Garyx but he does not answer. I feel a sudden onslaught of fear something that does not usually grip me as at this point in my life I have encountered many things that caused me fear and survived them so fear is not a usual companion to me, but I feel it now and I start to take of to run back to the camp. This is wrong nothing is as it should be.
But, suddenly I am surrounded by black flames that create a wall around me I feel the panic begin to surface and I hear a deafening roar in my ears, but somewhere I can feel my mate I swear I could almost hear him.But I cant seem to reach out to him, something is holding me back the flames I hear the hissing and crackle and while I feel their heat I feel an iciness about me I walk around the circle trying to find my way out but I cant.. It seemed like hours and I felt a fatigue grip and hold me I wanted to sleep but I didn't want to give up and just as it seemed like I might drown in the waves of sound and emotion suddenly I felt arms about me at first I fought and struggled until he spoke.
It was Garyx. The flames were gone and it was only he and I. I clung to him like he was a lifeline. He wasn't hurt. He wasn't in danger. I felt within my mind as if a heavy weight was lifted and my vision once more cleared and the emotions began to clear but I felt cold. He had been out hunting and had returned to the harigga to find me gone. I began to think I wasgoing crazy. He was never in danger and never hurt. He assured me that everything was alright I felt safe in his arms. I felt as if for a moment all would be alright.
He asked if I wished to remain here or to return to the harigga. I did not want to remain in this spot any more than I had to. it played tricks on my mind and twisted my visions I did not like this feeling I needed to be back in my own wagon where it was safe. Where nothing could touch me but the embrace of my mate.
Little did I know. . . that nothing would be alright.. this was just a precursor for yet another painful path. Had I known what was to happen next. I wouldn't have returned.
Still I have not been able to see Fonce thru the shroud of darkness. I try to think positive but I fear something has happened. Has this evil also somehow ensconced him and kept him away also. None of the outriders that my father has sent have found him. Even father has gone in search of him himself and yet no clue. Chay is frustrated as well she is one of the most skilled trackers about and she has not been able to find a trail or anything to give clue.
Has he just disappeared on his own to be away from the people? Somehow I doubt it.. tribe is everything to him, and to many of us mean something to him. No, I still think something that is beyond his control has embraced him and kept him shrouded from the clan being able to see him, but we do not stop trying we each night under the caress of the three moons we work to see if we can get an idea a glimpse we try for something.
Am I the only one to be going crazy or do others realize nothing is as it seems and no one is untouched.
They rushed passed me and I felt unsteady for it felt as if they plowed right thru me with each passing there were images and messages rendered, the pain of it was like millions of shattered glass cutting thru me and thousands of voices speaking all at once. I felt my skin tingle and feel cold and hot at the same time dry and clammy at the same time it is a rush that is so powerful to house that it robbed me of my breath. And as quick as they were there they were gone.
Visions lately have been intertwined with something twisted and murky, I cant separate what is true and what is not, I have for some reason been feeling every ones emotions normally I can block them and protect myself but something is not allowing it, something allows all to rush thru like a raging river bent on destruction and chaos. I cant seem to block it and it only comes in intervals and in unsuspecting times and ways. The answer is just within my reach but I cant seem to get it.
I step across into the place that I never venture into . It is dark, dank and foul. I instantly feel suffocated and weighted down. I have only one focus and that is to find Garyx. He is hurt and in danger, that is all that I can suddenly feel it is like a shroud that has encompassed me there is a sense of urgency that I can not repel and so I move further into that awaiting decaying place of darkness. I have never been induced to travel here for anyone or any purpose. But the fact is, there is nothing I would not do or face for those I love.
It does not take long before I feel something it slithers and weaves around me, I feel a sense of dread, I call out for Garyx but he does not answer. I feel a sudden onslaught of fear something that does not usually grip me as at this point in my life I have encountered many things that caused me fear and survived them so fear is not a usual companion to me, but I feel it now and I start to take of to run back to the camp. This is wrong nothing is as it should be.
But, suddenly I am surrounded by black flames that create a wall around me I feel the panic begin to surface and I hear a deafening roar in my ears, but somewhere I can feel my mate I swear I could almost hear him.But I cant seem to reach out to him, something is holding me back the flames I hear the hissing and crackle and while I feel their heat I feel an iciness about me I walk around the circle trying to find my way out but I cant.. It seemed like hours and I felt a fatigue grip and hold me I wanted to sleep but I didn't want to give up and just as it seemed like I might drown in the waves of sound and emotion suddenly I felt arms about me at first I fought and struggled until he spoke.
It was Garyx. The flames were gone and it was only he and I. I clung to him like he was a lifeline. He wasn't hurt. He wasn't in danger. I felt within my mind as if a heavy weight was lifted and my vision once more cleared and the emotions began to clear but I felt cold. He had been out hunting and had returned to the harigga to find me gone. I began to think I wasgoing crazy. He was never in danger and never hurt. He assured me that everything was alright I felt safe in his arms. I felt as if for a moment all would be alright.
He asked if I wished to remain here or to return to the harigga. I did not want to remain in this spot any more than I had to. it played tricks on my mind and twisted my visions I did not like this feeling I needed to be back in my own wagon where it was safe. Where nothing could touch me but the embrace of my mate.
Little did I know. . . that nothing would be alright.. this was just a precursor for yet another painful path. Had I known what was to happen next. I wouldn't have returned.
Still I have not been able to see Fonce thru the shroud of darkness. I try to think positive but I fear something has happened. Has this evil also somehow ensconced him and kept him away also. None of the outriders that my father has sent have found him. Even father has gone in search of him himself and yet no clue. Chay is frustrated as well she is one of the most skilled trackers about and she has not been able to find a trail or anything to give clue.
Has he just disappeared on his own to be away from the people? Somehow I doubt it.. tribe is everything to him, and to many of us mean something to him. No, I still think something that is beyond his control has embraced him and kept him shrouded from the clan being able to see him, but we do not stop trying we each night under the caress of the three moons we work to see if we can get an idea a glimpse we try for something.
Am I the only one to be going crazy or do others realize nothing is as it seems and no one is untouched.
