Garyx has been hunting as I wander aimlessly upon the plains, it is a restlessness that I can not shake. Even though I have been working from the time I get up until the time I lay down to my furs to sleep.
I have been working on a gift for Ramza and Leonette, as he has claimed her as his mate, she told me that my father gave his permission. I am glad to see her find happiness, I was worried about her for a while as I knew her heart had been set on another and there were various things that occurred that could have lead to a different path, but as always things work out as they are supposed to.
Silken I have not seen for some time, I know that she is not within the camp, I have felt variants in her emotions, I am not sure what all has occurred but it is my hope that she will find her way, perhaps upon her journey she will find the guidance that has been given to her but not seen.
I saw Polunu and Aiyana by the fires, it was a pleasant surprise, it is good to see them happy. She is aglow with the pending birth of their first child,she only just starting to show but it is the feeling of new life for the first time that is somehow more special than the others, that is not to say children after the first mean less or are less loved or special they aren't, but it is that first time experiencing that leaves a life long impression .
Cana joined us as well, she also is with child. While I am happy for her I think a part of me has a bitter sweet feeling, we all must go on in life, somehow you do not expect people to move that fast, but they often do. I have made her teas and offered some to Aiyana as well, I have made them for many a pregnant woman since I was mated to Lochlan , it does help them to be able to eat and rest as well as give them the nutrients they need.
Garyx returned from his hunt and joined us, I know he noticed my reserve and quietness at the fires. A politeness that does not hold any emotion to it. For him and my father I do so to ensure peace and tranquility. A few things earned him a couple of looks that clearly said just wait until we get to our wagons. He went as far to ask of our grandson knowing full well we have not seen him or held him, he knows what happened , I know he did it on purpose and then he went just beyond another step and accepted an invite for dinner at Cana and Ba'atars wagon, is he out of his mind and I told him after everyone left that he could go himself. He of course had his way of redirecting my thoughts and talking in a way that allowed him to reach deep within me.
He is only partially out of that sleen house.
I have been working on a gift for Ramza and Leonette, as he has claimed her as his mate, she told me that my father gave his permission. I am glad to see her find happiness, I was worried about her for a while as I knew her heart had been set on another and there were various things that occurred that could have lead to a different path, but as always things work out as they are supposed to.
Silken I have not seen for some time, I know that she is not within the camp, I have felt variants in her emotions, I am not sure what all has occurred but it is my hope that she will find her way, perhaps upon her journey she will find the guidance that has been given to her but not seen.
I saw Polunu and Aiyana by the fires, it was a pleasant surprise, it is good to see them happy. She is aglow with the pending birth of their first child,she only just starting to show but it is the feeling of new life for the first time that is somehow more special than the others, that is not to say children after the first mean less or are less loved or special they aren't, but it is that first time experiencing that leaves a life long impression .
Cana joined us as well, she also is with child. While I am happy for her I think a part of me has a bitter sweet feeling, we all must go on in life, somehow you do not expect people to move that fast, but they often do. I have made her teas and offered some to Aiyana as well, I have made them for many a pregnant woman since I was mated to Lochlan , it does help them to be able to eat and rest as well as give them the nutrients they need.
Garyx returned from his hunt and joined us, I know he noticed my reserve and quietness at the fires. A politeness that does not hold any emotion to it. For him and my father I do so to ensure peace and tranquility. A few things earned him a couple of looks that clearly said just wait until we get to our wagons. He went as far to ask of our grandson knowing full well we have not seen him or held him, he knows what happened , I know he did it on purpose and then he went just beyond another step and accepted an invite for dinner at Cana and Ba'atars wagon, is he out of his mind and I told him after everyone left that he could go himself. He of course had his way of redirecting my thoughts and talking in a way that allowed him to reach deep within me.
He is only partially out of that sleen house.
